jupitersterrain four

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time warp 
wavy hazy wobbly lines on the telly 






00.48

picking a bone 

messing the carpet 




1.01. am 

Scarey  ... Fritzle Enders and Bookleaf are chemically assaulting me like my 
home is a gas chamber 

Bookleaf is currently president of the whole world 
although she can only think of British security in isolation from everyone else 
and talks right out of her arse 

you know thinks we should not have gone into Iraqu 
and that nut kin is a nutcase 

and then is right up his arse when it comes to preserving her community cohesion plans 



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you know i can't actually concentrate properly with this much poison in the air 

which is the whole idea i guess 




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we might be vegetarian Scarey but are we cannibals 

well i am not actually but i like try to go that way 

Scarey have you ever eaten a whole human 


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this ego thing i haven't seen it 
for a while you know its like suddenly you 
see yourself from the outside and think hey people are looking at me 

one of the advantages is a mental illness where you don't 
see that for like years and years are just totally 
on the inside with feeling things 

and you Scarey are very inside with your feelings 
which is good ... very strong spirit 

and then someone says hey 
those are great feelings all suddenly you go all geraldine hat ha ha 

one reason i don't read all that much stuff ...