jupitersterrain four

2.26am 

then again a bit of a hornet you could say 

the emotional level was ok to start with and 

then kind of got borked with the chemicals and stuff 

and thinking about the non consensuals sometimes comes into my head 

you know like when you get one that is just physical  

considers baby hornet which might seem ridiculous 

but do i rally want someone else to have her ... 

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Scary so attentive when upset ... 

and not in a smothery way too like he stands there at the door seeing 

if you want to be left alone or not ... 

did i get that right do you talk to people in doorways 

i like to sit near to the door in groups so i can get out isn't it  

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ah mole i have seen that word twice today