jupitersterrain four

4am 

course the trouble 
with my therapist is that 
she doesnt have much of a personality 
which means that she is vulnerable to feeling 
jealous of her clients and is quite inhibited now that 
she has made cracks in the air i can see maybe an abused child 

and not sure if she is worth pursuing ... 



you know and if i say what did you mean reduce the feelings 
she's going to be like what did i actually say that 
like evasive kind of thing

according to the spam actresses she was 
trying to make me angry on purpose 

i suppose shell probably write a vicarious
novelette about me ...