wanting people to like you .... i think i want
to see how much i can offend them
atnd get away with it dammit
why do i keep writing ant
in fact theres those fiends i
need to practice on ...
and i was addicted to violence really
adrenaline and drama and stuff
not acting i thought the stage would be
something not real for me
drama was acting out
all the crap inside you know
trying to find out who you were ...
i never can understand acting how can
people act ... without losing themselves ...
oh the tortured artist though yes
apart from just recently its not all about pain but
yeah you do struggle with that villain that gets the lines ...
is what its about really isn't it ...
almost as if i grew up there
not where i grew up
cus being a very very grown up child
just totally regressed to about three
you know when you
scream and it sound like
like not a human like a beast or something
and friends would scale the walls
to find me
ah mole i have seen that word twice today
and i got stage fright ...
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