jupitersterrain four

and he's just generally what you call emotionally 
unavailable ... i think his greatest cruelty 
was directed at my brother 

which would have also caused pain to her .... 

you know you'd always feel that bit not good 
enough in spite of perfecting and
polishing your halo 

there was always this lurking feeling 
that your  life is at risk if you make a mistake ... 



5.26am 



my parents marriage ... 

he was physically violent to her .... 
and she felt under pressure to have group sex against her wishes