jupitersterrain four

20.04



peak experience ... 

again to me is the opposite 

is to feel that i have thoroughly 

rubbed my nose in the gutter ... and 

when i put it like that i feel I'm sorely 

failing at it ... n the word takes me to a Rainbow 

camp in the 1980s n the tree hugging workshops heat 

and lack of water released this emotional hysteria n i was 

like screaming round the camp my pain and frustration with 

Fox n our constant arguments n ended up in this marquee being 

cradled by a young woman in an indian dress you know healer type 

n to just let go like that in a place where you don't know anyone at all