jupitersterrain four

sigh .... and theres a video 

of a half dead person trying to scratch its way out of a grave .... 





an yeah i know expressed into bottles 

for the other trildren ... 

n look Scarey became a pipeline .... 




n he put milk on dummy too 

n dod you want to give me some 

baby food Scarey ... 

you could make it with your own milk 

n she have spoon 

n he wipe corners of mouth n kiss better 





10.42 am 

like a child pleading to be noticed 

n a little matchstick girl look like theres 

hope when there isn't any 

n she chewing some imaginary baby food .... 

n i seem to do a chewing thing when i cry 

n its got the harp music on it 

n my lip trembles n quivers 

n she sort of kisses her hand 

n twirls her hair ... 








10.47

infected smoke coming through the window 

one thing you could try is instead of thinking 

its my fault for defending myself 

is take the observer role ... 

you know like when you make a dispassionate 

story like Shakespeare n Jane Austen 

n did they really have a message ...