jupitersterrain four

191013

rehab 

i decided 

to push some boundaries 

i deliberated i wasn't really out of control 

n it was a bit od a disaster 

i lost the sense of where the boundaries were  



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do i need a reason 

why i feel angry 

or a solution to it i think not 

that is all distraction from staying on my bike ... 


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i really opened my heart to them 

which was amazing 

n then it wants to shut down 

again n what is open 

if you are open you might say 

that you want to close 


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being open to people 

being open with people