jupitersterrain four

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thanks for the phone call much appreciated 

n if you could put in a word for my support too ... 

i think its 'hype' that the depixol makes me more amenable 

i need to do another 20 ways of looking at that ... 

eg i was beaten into being more submissive 

and i also recognised that i had become more isolated 

and being in a frightening and lonely situation 

my neediness made me more amenable 

i think also you'd hesitate to put it in writing 

if you tried to write it down that yes the depixol 

makes you more amenable 

you would not like to post that back to me 

if you see what i mean 

email is good for that sometimes 

when it makes you think 

speak swoon love Lucie 

sorry if you felt i was having a go at you that was not the idea . I was feeling very depressed 

and took the opportunity to clear the air on a couple of things 

believe it or not the aim of that was to become closer as a family  

i realise this may be something 

you don't understand

and Id like it will blow over  

hope your eye is getting better 

our addict phoned and explained your position