jupitersterrain four

n of course it was he that got me out of hospital 

because he knows the ropes what 

nurses are like in treatment centres 


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I've been through alot of stages with my addict 

from spending afternoons in doorways 

hearing about his withdrawal symptoms 

to now we tend to spend a couple of hours 

digging jup jokes from childhood n stuff 

even if he's not cures i can relate to him 

more as a person now 

anjd its no different really 

to the relationship people have 

with their sons 

1pm 180314

i put my crying on YouTube as well 

its a shame to waste all that emotion 

people could use it for their acting courses n stuff 

i can be myself in here 

im not here to impress anyone 

and people don't always have the authority 

they make out they have 

i found when i consulted my sponsor