Having suggested the meal out
when i return her call she says 'what can i do for you'
as if she is doing me a favour.
I have invited her to the meal with Sarah
and tonight i can see a really clear difference between the two of them.
Abi seems to think socialising is about an exchange of opinions.
Where Sarah is just enjoying your company ...
Sarah seems to do step 10 all the time
i don't even know if she has been to a 12 step programme
but she observes her mistakes in a really healthy way.
On the other hand i wouldn't like to dump Abi altogether
that doesnt feel right
or maybe i am not ready to let go of her
she's bright and intelligent and fun
and she puts me down
i put this to my Higher Power to sort it out
love in fellowship
and she is colourful
i just hope she doesnt ruin my friendship with Sarah
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