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my nephews mother today 

influenced him to cancel his lunch with me and the 5 year old 

I think this decision was committee approved yesterday 

when my neighbour started clapping and cheering while i was on the phone ... 

tonight there seems to be some disagreement at committee level

as Enders sent an actress to spam the AA meeting : 

" fingers trapped in a  car door 

head bashed against a wall, years and years of shit , 

subtle bullying, wife beaters, that seem squeaky clean 

like men who beat up women 

get my pen and paper out

Im character assassinating, bis 

praying x 3

lasts 14 months , parallel things really dig you deep 

fucking not fair, growl, 

my son has been really in a bad way today 

lots of drama , shock, grief, change, "

then she moved to sit behind me 





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so why would the committee approve this ... 

because they want to stop me communicating with Davision

then the international community gets the news and there is more controversy