jupitersterrain four

it was good to see you today

I was just saying as we had to rush off

that i always seem to end up in a 'triangle'

with my relationships

like there is always unfinished business from previous relationships

loose ends and grief and stuff

I seem to have lost the ability to be just one to one with a man 

like it used to be

like the unfinished business resembles a cluttered home

and am back in therapy , not only because of that

but the family mess also around the loss of my mother

and i find that you are good to talk to

you listen without passing judgment or giving unwanted advice

and these qualities are quite difficult to find