rehab

110715 4pm

some of my fantasies

have had a more loving, nurturing quality about them ... 

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my addiction 

feels like a slippery substance in my hands 

what is wrong with staying turned on ... 

whatever it is i want it can wait 

shared fantasies can become a bit s/m sometimes 

it can be quite painful 

to hear that your partner is thinking about someone else, 

but i prefer that kind of honesty 

thats the best defence i can make against fantasy ... 

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not all thrill seeking its bad 

it depends how dangerous it is