jupitersterrain four

310715

I was too busy hanging around on street corners 

with my mentally ill friends ... 

010815   4pm

i never went looking for a relationship . 

I assumed because i had surrendered and meditated 

and it was spontaneous 

that it was going to be OK ... 


course being more loving and gentle with myself 

can trigger the love addiction 

and then i need to go back into the physical side ... 

my recovery is like a slippery ball of goo