jupitersterrain four

you can't go up to your ex
and say you're sorry 
someone you were really horrible to 
so i have to apologise 
by behaving better with the next one ... 

but usually i can see through it now 
they are not worth bothering with 


she went to rehab today 

so with the romantic stuff 
she can see the signs earlier on 
that there is something wrong 
they give you clued 
like he has just lost his licence for drink driving 

it would go in one ear and out the other 
i would be thinking 
oh here is the one, finally the universe has sent me a partner 
and i get swept away , 
not by the person 
i get swept away by my own fantasy 

and what is missing is my voice 
im so hypnotised 
that i forget to say that maybe 
I'm not comfortable with that 
or i don't like this thing ...