word jam : ghosted

n you've ghosted out of his life 

so what happens 
when your partner 
has a fantasy about someone else 

n suicide is all the rage 

people have been known 
to die from very intense love
the impact on your organs 
of Kundalini or Firebreath 

n now we got all this knife crime 
n i got cramp in my leg 

show my face or i die 

his having a partner and a child 
makes him all the more interesting 

so easily becomes 
emotional infidelity 

n just to remind you 
I've got choppy emotions 
n nothing stays the same

n my therapist says 
that I've just imagined it all 
because I'm just isolated thats all 
like an imaginary friend 
or a celebrity crush 

n forever is a long time 

actually some people 
have one partner on the internet 
and one in real life 

I'm trying to find a way out of this 
that doesnt harm us both ...  

n he's my Bradley Cooper 

n the Trixy 
is also into antar yoga 
n so is Fox 

its OK I'm just your friend 

k so it hurts to be rejected 
but glad ure OK 

its OK cus this is just online 
leaving no trace  

n its OK this is not really happening 
just paw prints on the internet 
painted hands 

n you're really lucky 
if its just porn 

my muse 
n this is just art 

n there was some 
pizza on the road 
either side 
a blood stained glove