word jam : geek rap

n sometimes you have a fantasy 
about two of them 

Greenland is on fire 

rivers and forests 
flow through her 
birds chirping in her head 
the twinkling of a mountain stream 

to have an actual experience 

getting off the internet 
coming together 
in a meditative trance 

feeling the pavement 
physcial contact 
with the policemen
a throwback to the '60s 

we want something real 
that we can touch and taste 

n we're tired
we're tired of being slaves to machine 
driving ourselves on 
like literal robots 

never stopping to smell the roses 

n Scary n I 
couldn't survive this world 
this world was too brutal 
for Scarey n I 

hey stupid, whaddda you think your doing ? 

n you'd feel it wasnt cool to say 
but he seemed different 

makes him feel like you don't trust him 
makes him feel spied on , n watched 
and controlled 

n this is a kind of dissociative thing 

n Scarey was into online porn
like most people  

n she felt a bit paranoid about it 
wondering if he was using videos of her 
as a pizza to add to the trippyness  

they called it the pasty tax 

he said the wallpaper 
was peeling off the walls 

i called him a nasty Jesus 

next i saw stars, they were spinning around 
a sparkling egg moon  
clickety clack 
of gravelly, zombie spice