word jam : Notre Dame est en colere

not enough likes
on social media 
n now i feel like death 

looks like i pressed 
the self destruct button again 

so no victory jack today then  

Notre Dame est en colere

in order to do magic 
you have to risk your life 
n my magic trick 
ended in disaster 

still pretty churned up and triggered

addicted to the shock 
the daze, the annihilation  

n im outta my skull

adrenalin, delerium
n crack cocaine 
means something different to me  

i feel all his pain 
and his suffering 
and his agony  
n his pain is my pain 
his desperate attempt 
to communicate his feelings 

locking the door alarmed me
is he going to  pull a knife on me ? 

n this is the kind of guy 
i would go out with 

we're all one he said
n these words were echoed years later  

we gave up alcohol, fags, cannabis 
all at once 
so that we could feel our feelings 
n Fox is the straight edged one 

his honesty with his feelings 
was mind blowing 

n you would not believe 
the Trixie's partner 
actually had him water boarded 
so she could do the job 

there were my three greatest loves 
n i needed psychiatric help 

warning bells 
in a cage with a wild animal