word jam : just a pawn

so now she's a pawn 
in the arms and prisoner deals 
and election too ! 

it would be nice 
not to feel like a beggar 
and a scrounger 

n somebody has to 
stop thinking about money 
n create some love 
pumping out heart energy 

out fighting in the road 
wearing rainbow toe socks 
a truck of builders 
laughing at us 

the troubles within 
the internal struggle  
n desolate weeping 

i spent ten years
being called an English bastard 

here we call it SM
as the case may be 

ill be thinking bout 
the person I'm not with 
polyamory 
the only way to save a heart 

trippy 

ensuring that excessive force is not used 

what would you do 
with a drunken sailor ? 

I never seem to get any work done 
on a Saturday night 

n Dev is a bit like a bonobo 
n it was wrong of me to blame him 

lycanthropy 
hugging me 
even as i vanish