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I listened again to Billie Eilisih No Time to Die
its one of the most awesome things ive ever heard
her voice sounds like a cut glass chandelier

and she wrote it herself


ive watched the beginning of Joker
and I think its awesome too
it makes me feel very romantic, not in a couple sense
in an artistic sense it makes me feel proud

of all the drama and the pain and laughter
that mental illness has brought me,

Ive got videos of me with smudged make up
laughing and crying like that !

sometimes I miss it all !

and one hell of a load of old cars !