word jam : post Brexit Britain

sworn at twice today on the bus 
while trying to help a disabled man 

awake and asleep 
at the same time 

maybe if we're both being flash mobbed 
it might explain 
why he hasn't contacted me 

theres a gift of stars for me somewhere 
some of them can only be seen 
when you look away 

he is funny and relaxed and flirty in a humorous way 
I feel as if we have ' chemistry ' 
I also think I have met him before online 
when he wasnt single 
he's a very loving and affectionate person 
with a big open heart 
and I could do with some of that ! 

bit of a question mark 
over his age 

but would still go for coffee as a friend ! 

not smooth 

receiving love 
is like sunshine warming you
on a cold day 
sinking into your skin 

penetrating through to your heart 

four dimensional wooden things 
with a grainy texture 

sounds of geese flying overhead 
i can hear the spirits again 

solo curious 


to be honest some of my best experiences in life 
have been on my own 
no performance issues 
no expectations, disagreements , resentments 

no self consiousness 


a friend offered to come with me 
on my paragliding trip 
and I said no 
because I didnt want to be thinking 
about how I would look from the outside 
when I'm trying to concentrate on whats going on inside  

wayhey ! 
I'm being free, I'm being myself,  
just glancing over my shoulder 
to see if he approves     

i fallen in love 
n i all moochy 
n turning a blind eye to things 
he can do no wrong