word jam : the emo kid scene

so not OK for the woman to help the man ?
still in survival mode beneath the glass floor

the cam girl managed to create an emotional lockdown
which was really impressive
im trying to see how long we can keep it up 

emptying overthinking, mandala

learning to give yourself unconditional love
is one of the hardest things I find
even if you have had it

because I get enough aggravation and challenge in my life

I've actually had the opportunity to act out
most of my unacceptable ideas actually
apart from expressing my anger

sorry Scarey that was before i went into treatment
i hadnt actually met the guy

I'm almost not used to company now
I'm turning into a wolf !!! 



I used to be in some kind of straight edge emo kid scene

maybe the Author is after the property

is playing by yourself a selfish act
or a responsible act ?

no the cam girl is still abusing me
and has teamed up with the Author
watches non consensual material of me ...
yarn, blancmange, pickled eggs she says
some of which is racist

there was one time the Author posted me
a newspaper cutting which said
' all men are rapists ! '

my stalker is in some ways a very nice lady
generous even

some men are very soft and should not feel bad about it
you know and then we tell them they are not sensitive !

watching the match between guy no 6 other contenders

sins of omission

guy no 6 is feeling broody
and i cant deliver on that front
so he has joined in a venomous tirade against me
he's reacting from his hormones
hormones are a choppy roller coaster

and as ive said before im not taking on the Author

have you ever felt you were switching chairs with the therapist ? !

lest they ' dump their own stuff ' back on the client 



he could contact me though
in real life and suggest a coffee
with physical contact being off the table

i suppose we could explore the ' bases ' idea of olden times

we have lost the right to peaceful protest

maybe his ex had germs sprayed through the open window
i know shes after the peachy head

there would have to be supply and demand
in order for there to be a bubble
well not all economies are based on bubble systems
for instance some live in a needs based economy
I thought the free market was a bit regulated
or is that all out the window with Brexit and covid too !

im not sqeamish about bodies myself
and how we smell and that