word jam : Knickeragua

 



ive just got out of the shower
n my nose is bleeding  

antifucked
 
i wouldnt have sex with someone
just because the other person wanted it
n then she just takes to abusing me
 
k so now baby mother is hot on his trail
n we're even  
and in fact there is a dark cloud passing over
n clearing shortly for a clear sky 

n am i picking up vulnerable men
and might i damage him ?

thats all very scientific though 


yesterday I did a custom I do every year 


for someone that can't afford a toy 

 there is no scientific proof that these two things are connected 

 
it doesn't make it an easy ride 
but a more rewarding one !
 
n six is not the guy that assaulted you
i mean what if he dissociates from his body or something
mabye if you ask him nicely he will fill a turkey baster for you 
but at the end of the day its HIS BODY
 
i wouldnt mess with you would i !
narcolepsy is when im in bed with number six
 
most of my internet lovers
have had a bit on the side in real life
and sometimes continuing with it for the duration
on an on off basis 

bullied ? there is one guy who would sneak up behind me 


and put his arm round me , 

say something insulting  
he was dirty and smelly 


and I hate that feeling they think they know you 


one time I nearly ran into traffic to get away from him 


another one threatened to throw me in the river


because he didn't like me feeding the gulls 


n I don't value my life above my freedom actually 


as a human being I have a right to an opinion 


even if someone is twisting my arm or has me in a headlock ! 


I've had a brush with brutality before
n I'm a very huggy person
n my mother was like a deer too  

switch all change
 
k im realy upset and crying now
i keep having to leave you

we had a rich and colourful culture
that was a kind of a glorious mess
I seem to be having a protest on my own
n i can't compete with the bisexual stuff

n would you tell a single parent
that they are sitting around at home ?
n  this is not the Blitz !

I want a world where we can still set off fireworks 


and get on boats with cans 
 ! 


where we can live 
and that is not a fallacy

 


n meditation is at your own risk  
 
i feel worked on
but it looks like I've stopped them
turning me into a pizza yay

he left a huge crater
 
people are very frightened of mental illness
 
sometimes stillness
just focusing on how rude we are to each other
when you like someone that much
that you just explode
from such a feast
which hits you right in the stomach
making you wince with pleasure
like a massage from inside
producing some sort of seizure  
  
n maybe orgasms hold the key
to the origins of the universe
around the beginning of the last century

you could be committed for cheating on your husband


even trying to get a coffee with someone


can be very taboo and shocking



forced into isolation and left to think about it on our own !


with other humans tantalisingly out of reach 


we can only imagine

 

we were in the hay barn when it happened

dressing a shire horse

in the end im not entirely sure who it was

i dissociated it seems in a blackout

he made a big burned hole in me

entirely blackened

 

i have grief for my ex though

now that its over i miss him but cant go back

you can never go backwards

 

i dont really have time for sex

cus im too busy studying

n im always busy and pushed for time

but thus far i am coping 

warmer

 

people tell me im tight

where it comes to buying drinks and stuff