word jam : Tardis of the forbidden

 


theyre threatening to have me assaulted now

number six and i are engaged

hes the sexiest man on earth
and the ladies are queuing up
that our love is forbidden
makes it all the more mysterious and magical

you cant get all your personal and professional support
from posting on a forum and putting people down
and seeking revenge on other men
doesnt work like that

i recommend you try the helplines
come on dont be ridiculous i cant be your abuse counsellor !

but my relationship with number six just is 



the client is not always aware 


of what kind of support they have signed up to 


if they feel their very intense issues 

are being dismisssed


possibly after a lifetime of having them dismissed 



ok lets mingle !
push through the pain
the upshot
is that i look like a bloody eejit

the capitol protests
have made the lockdown protests look tame

i need him he makes me feel loved
gives me confidence and explains politics to me

he is being kept in a box under house arrest

intense matter ... nothing ... intense matter ... nothing ...
antimatter
woooohhhpp wooohhhppp wooohhhppp
throb throb throb
bang

feeling hurt , broken
i was talking to other people
because i knew that you would want to

well this is unusual isnt it
right wing protesters clashing with police
copying the left wing

a commeidenne said that men are all the same
theyre all grumpy and all think they're right
and theyre all psychopaths she said

meanwhile Chucky ... why is he still venomous towards me
if im just a heffalump ?

and the author has warned me
that men have all got something missing in them
yes but i dont want to be a lesbian though
its not like the shame of being gay or something
its that i genuinely prefer men in the sexual sense
having sex with a man is more creepy and gritty

 



the teachers had a lot to answer for 


the choir teacher said my singing was too quiet ! 


I went on to run around the streets screaming when I was unwell 



i hated sitting still at school it gave me kicky legs

we haven't got a constitution according to Google
up until last February there were unwritten things
like freedom of speech, speakers corner, and human rights
freedom of assembly the right to protest etc
all of which seem to have disappeared in the lockdowns
I would not want America to write one for us
which to me would recommend owning guns 

and eating bleached chicken

makes me sound like some sort of a dominatrix 

but challenge accepted ha ha
i can grasp you are giving me more confidence !
ha ha you bunked off school !
i cant really flesh out the topic the way you do
maybe im a bad student
ha ha big compliment coming from you !

youre supposed to kick the football
not the other players ha ha !
bloodthirsty vultures ...

he gives me butterflies
maybe i will give birth to one

the committees plans for number six are diabolical !
especially in the light of the history of the relationship
makes me wonder what they have planned for myself ...

so i thought nah hes not going to stay with someone
who behaves like that
even if she has a sparkling manifesto !
hes a very gentle man
and expects top rate behaviour

trickle down 

unable to move faster than light,
the force carriers in the object
slow down in one direction and speed up in the other,
causing the object to contract.

lingo , seeing myself as a piece of meat
in a super communist fascist new order

now i seem to be doing a degree in everything Google
i studied architecture at schoo
which included phenomenology , harmonic proportions
and integral calculus
after that i took Bob Dylans advice to unlearn
and ive not done much drama or performing arts
i didnt want to lose myself !

im in alot of pain today actually , 

having wrenched something
so I've every reason to feel like a piece of meat
but some would argue its just an experience that I have chosen !

antimatter can produce explosions equivalent to an atom bomb

like the popping of bubbles of light
like being bathed in warm sunshine
a ring of muscle like a snake
that traps you there with its venom
like if you picked up a slug
it would tighten around your finger

i remember him being forced in a previous time
and i pictured an officer holding him down with a cowboy boot ...

and yes occasionally women
but i prefer the adrenalin rush that you get with a man
the body creates its own pain relievers
when he called me a dirty little bitch
gross isnt it , disgusting
n this defies logic
i feel like im on holiday now !

hes wierd and creepy how i like em
hes creative and playful with it
an aura of light shine and sparkle
like its Christmas every day
a fun guy

the mollusc squrms and thrashes
to the point where nothing exists
the null hypothesis
like the audible pulsing of the tardis
where there is no matter

whereas women feel asexualised
by societal shaming
and carry alot of anger about it

serotonin is the cake
dopamine is the icing on the cake
so who holds the power then ?
people like you and me
who are high functioning
who are activating

theres one guy who knows everything
and another guy plays the best music

but i just want you