"dear God please will you take Graham to a better space
and take away his mood from me
and let me know when i can and can't help someone. "
Like with Penny i saw her again and i didn't try to help her this time
which was a big improvement possibly i went a bit too far
and failed to be polite and responsive enough
she actually gave me a compliment
and i failed to respond to it because i was trying to avoid her
its a bit of a tightrope trying to get that balance
"and please God help me get that balance with people
so that i am not either rude or over helpful
and that i can get out of the way when other people are trying to help her
much better than i can i just need to be more aware
and to grow in my awareness of people
so that i can become your instrument isn't it "
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