jupitersterrain four

November 2013 

Im not really in the mood i don't wanna do it 

someone will help you , its ok to say no 

i didnt feel safe i didnt feel comfortable with it 

Im sorry i do feel a bit tight 

i feel really mean 

but i just don't want you to put your hand on my leg

I still think you have nice eyes

I know you're only 5'3", 

but i still don't want you to put your hand on my knee

I know i did a moonie  last week

but this isn't really what i meant 

and now you're getting aggressive with me 

and I'm scared

and i feel like I've got to do it 

he said he didnt care , that id led him on 

but i don't want to

I'm not really in the mood 

I was going to go and listen to my tropical birds 

you'd think there were english birds around here

oh please will you stop kicking me

and then he called me the Virgin Mary 

because i wouldn't take it off

and i just froze … 

and i went all stiff 

and i let him have his way

and now i can't say no to this day 

I know you think I'm a tease

but please take your hand off my knee 

Im really struggling to be assertive 

and i don't wanna do it 

i don't wanna do it 

no …