word jam : away with the fairies

unconditional 

psychodrama, conflict management  
and psychotic thoughts 
over-reacting and hallucinating       

triggered     

lots of fairy dust 
because inside her is a real fairy  

i wasnt very good at shop lifting 
i would start laughing   

one time during an episode   
i travelled all the way to 10 Downing Street 
so i could pee outside   

after all they were watching me 
on surveillance cameras   

n i do a great job 
of acting like a normal person 

fight flight freeze       

having to grovel for love 
to prostitute my emotions   
to accept verbal abuse 

split , spinning 

its not how i ought to feel 

why do lonely people 
like to shower alot ? 

i thought it was just some fun banter
now i feel intimidated  
its the law of the jungle   

so i reported him  

long articles and tedious videos 
i can't be reading all that ! 

stop the self employed 
from moaning about being self employed 

I've taken a screen shot of that, he says 
its the nastiest comment I've ever seen 
about the self employed 

they have moderated 
my strong man rhetoric 

is it politically correct 

different branches of beat these days 
that have deviated from hip hop
moving on from the violence 
i made up my own genre   

that is not cultural appropriation