word jam : the death of a troll

do not resuscitate 

if its excitement and adrenaline 
you are after , 
it might disappear 
once you commit 

n i need to make 
my daily mistake 

a legal battle 
with someone you loved 
with whom you shared 
the utmost innocence 

as they kick the boundaries 
with a battering ram 

im in love with a celebrity 
and of course being schizophrenic 
i think he loves me back 

n we've had some spectacular times  
n made cyber children
that i have pictures of 

or maybe i feel sorry for him 

i think I've hurt his feelings 
n he called me a troll 
and asked me 
why he was sent to coventry 

some of them think I'm their voices 
nerds are cool 
about their un-coolness 

I've had seven boyfriends 
n it was too many 
because i still have feelings 
for all of them 

the moon tonight 
has a blue tinge

usually the feelings are there deep down 

i remember feeling this joy 
that had no place in this world 

i wanted to fly away 
into the sunset