word jam : masochistic

he lives in a happy world 
n she's nothing like me 
and I'm laughing and joining in 
joining in 
n they dont know me 
they dont know what its like 
to step off the beaten track

the pressure inside
feeling like a time bomb
about to explode

I cant escape
from the pain inside me
that pushes at the walls

withholding affection ? 

' the doolally ' 
are people who cant afford 
a top quality therapist ! 

sometimes the words come too late

whats happened to his nose ?

a trigger button 
could get triggered by anything 

people don't always realise 
when their self harming 
has gone too far 

I'm usually a loser 
i tend to come last 

he copes with all the horror 
sat with me while i cried 
while i tried 
and respects the vulnerable  

birds of a feather 
fighting the hexes 
two timing people online 

what if you dont fancy them 
and they are not reading the signals 
and not being inclusive 

is it possible to flirt with someone you dont fancy 
and is that leading them on ?

i suppose if someone has a masochistic streak  
they might want to be rejected 
and enjoy the pain