word jam : old scratched vinyl

 

stones or feathers
celebrity endorsements ?

in the attic
an old scratched vinyl 
Running Bear

dilated pupils  , a fresh new world 
full of fun and surprises 
full of wonder

sometimes there are very special night birdies around here
that sound like tropical birds
not bats or owls !

a play ground of role play  
emotionally a bit choppy

vintage toy puppet theatre with red velvet curtains
and a Ghost Castle from the 70s  
 
my sparring partner is on the offensive today
with actors outside and posts made by solicitors

nope, all the switch doctors work again
sorry , feeling vulnerable today

she thinks its funny

apparently I'm supposed to be some kind of a bed bound zombie !

might spoil my e fred

last couple of days
2 clockwork clocks
and my clockwork watch have stopped working
a portent of something i don't know what

self harm comes from a feeling of numbness
as we communicate with our phones 
 
and not sure i appreciate the straw man technique ! 
were i to commit to guy no 2
he would immediately get bored within a nano second
and then the cam girls chorus would put on a special  

although i do have actual work business to discuss with him
due to an organisation we have been in

and actually there are some other exes
with whom i need to share intelligence

n he and 1 are carrying on in secret
like she did , he told her it was just a fun thing
nothing serious

its important we dont flirt in public though
or let on what is happening
because of what his ex is going through

n well we had the next dance i guess 

the earth opened up
n something hit me from the core
like an alien daemon 

maybe this thing will burn itself out
like even the brightest star 

smashing up my glass soul
with a sledge hammer
n this is not weak

tearing through my conditionings
ripping it all up

leaving a blank slate 
to learn this new soul

we just fell into each other
it wasnt possible to stop

after swimming bouncy and renewed  
with fairy lights of orange purple and pink