Saturday, 26 September 2020

word jam : Baroque tendrils

doing this form has left me feeling exposed
almost like having to strip off actually
what my mother would call strip jack naked
and I dont think she was talking about actual physical clothes

its like someone has taken away the skin or something
and I havent even been interviewed by them yet !
 
i can hardly get to the bathroom
without this searing pain
because of what i did in 2013
when they were watching me
from the satellite dish
 
when we have done everything
then there will be nothing left to dream about

women with sexist intentions  
the dawn chorus
are sharing intelligence
tailgating or vulnerability
arrangement or agreement 
win or lose

cute or pretty

vultures
 
we share 99 % of our dna with chimpanzees
until we come to our Hey Jude moment

then again
if your real life partner
has been in an internet afair
lasting well over a decade
you might assume they have moved on !
 
if only no 2's girlfriend
could stand on her own head
and not feel the need
to be constantly dissing me !
 
it really blocks the flow of things
but seriously you think i can counsel him
while maintaining a romance ? !
 
far out
 
guy no 1 and guy no 3
already had a handle on their emotions

course no worries now
that guy no 2
is dating an actual therapist !

especially at the beginning in the dating stage
people can date as many people as they like
 
in a world of octopuses 
guy number 3 found a meaningful treasure for me
my ability to tolerate my emotions is growing 
n the Trixy and i held our noses and jumped 

n yeah I went to sex addicts anonymous for stuff like that
its difficult sometimes to personalise sex
its like trying to personalise food !
an act of pleasure that is not always linked to the heart

burlesque embellishment 
the wishbone said
that i cant have guy no 1
because of his most recent ex

ornate , flourish, tendril , baroque , curl
Portugal
ive got one foot in the other world 
where my mother is

and we trudge on
through the mountains and valleys of love

im going in the opposite trajectory to my boyfriend
its all personality for me
lets pretend its working for us  
 
shape shifter, running man, grit or sand ?

and they all scrolled over
n one fell out


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