word jam : my hip was fractured

i sometimes found that beetroot juice
would start my period
so it would be over by a certain date
then i could meet a particular guy

four hours later
im still talking to the lady who interrupted
 
and the other party guests have left

n after all that
n dizzy with exhaustion
im told i dont care enough
and just think i have ' answers ' !

she was unmasked with tonsilitis
i was grateful that her germs had touched me
 
negging
i feel a religious finger pointing at me

constant distractions I guess 


you can fall in love with more than one person 

be distracted by other interesting exciting characters 


and its difficult to settle with one person 


with all this constantly going on 



before you know it your feelings are all over the place 



plus other people might decide to intervene 


if they feel too much interest is developing 


and disrupt your conversations 



 

its surprising how much this can alter the course of history 



the sexual side may be less intense than in real life 

 it might be more intense 
if absence makes the heart grow fonder

in real life i don't usually talk about my deepest darkest self

n yeah ... actually that has happened to me in real life as well 


in fact I'm not even sure I have the confidence 


to claim that someone is ' my boyfriend ' 



i mean theres bound to be competition

 
green camp or earth camp
 
yes I suppose its also a warning
although when you're letting your hair down
you don't always heed warnings isn't it

war , peace, hippy , beads , stereotype 
 
conflict management or tree hugging ?

the walk of shame
gormless and naive

im gullible too
its kind of en vogue these days
 
i jumped without a parachute 
these lawless laws of this cold war

tunnel wormhole burrow obstacle
 
i suffered life changing injuries during a protest