jupitersterrain four

051221

k Id like to have a go at that little knot !
some positives there ... you cared that she might be tired
and not want to be pushed

whats wrong I think is you have expectations that are jumping ahead
of what is going on with someone extremely new to you
and expectations of yourself that are unreasonable

its possible to deal with shyness by being open about it
tell them you're feeling shy and don't know what to expect
that you feel awkward on first encounters for instance
make up your own version

not everyone is going to like that
but it will filter out people who are not genuine towards you