word jam : my Christmas aura 2021

 


simplicity
as in be open and honest
and let the powers that be have the complexity  
 
my aura is  a bubble of orange and pink
blowing bubbles
these dizzy heights
 
sometimes the magic rubs off on you 
yes imagine two people expoding at the same time
youd almost repel each other
with centripetal force

n yes it would be traumatic
like a positive trauma
youd be in shock

youll know if your addicted
if you havent got any friends ha ha
maybe we need to uncouple,
its not the relationship thats the problem its the marriage

hes a very brave man and this is Christmas
there was a second one too  

the light is blinding and the trippy colours
im back in the sixties
and all is peace and love
Merry Christmas everyone
n this is how the stars were made

yup its a normal natural thing to do
yup just like a drug
guess i was ready to be more exclusive
and he wasnt

I believe that empathy can be learned
through person centred Rogerian psychotherapy

if you persist in being a person
and getting to know yourself

lying on a mat concentrating on different parts of the body
especially when we got to the feet and toes
 
Christmas time
theyve all got to say
what the others want them to say
and i in my lonely bubble
can think what i want
albeit painful
 
but i have fought for this  
the owlies oaky nutty bones
make the tune like a wooden flute
and many a family man
would like to be in this boat
 
knowledge ?
i had a blank phone call this morning
from a local number
someone sitting in a cafe or bar
 
words weighed and measured
 
the weather is like the i Ching
 
not everyone wants an intellectual conversation
 
i have discovered that i can stop flirting if needs be
i can be exclusive if i want to

we cant always predict
other peoples reactions to us
and to do so is to live in fear and joylessness
 
shapes shifting and morphing
with the winds of change 
to drift and dream
through fields of elecampane
 
k so we pretended we were not married
and went to find a hay barn
for a few minutes  
torsion im as powerful as a man
big bangs for me
got him in a thumbscrew

had a zoom call today with my gay friend 


and while we were talking a ring on his finger broke ! 


and we spoke about the Japanese tradition 


of finding broken vases more beautiful
and mending them with gold 


maybe if i listed all the things that love isnt
i would be left with love
 
and the present is a gift
just saw a shooting star !

i can smell sick in my nose

ill not be by your side all the time
got other things to attend to ...