word jam : love bombed

twinkling lights

you cared that she might be tired
and not want to be pushed

but you are jumping ahead

its possible to deal with shyness by being open about it
tell them you're feeling shy and don't know what to expect
that you feel awkward on first encounters for instance
make up your own version

RD Laing said that psychosis can come from mixed messages
either in early life in the family
or from society / teachers educators etc

many of whom are mixed race
if they develop the skills

i may be over reacting
im not feeling that great in myself today

somethings trying to get my attention today,
I lost my keys, my phone failed
there is a terrible pain
and my broken gutter is rapping on the window !

most people are not confident
although they might pretend to be as a front
its normal to feel shy in the presence of someone you dont know
especially if you admire them

I think the statue of Virginia Woolf 


its a stunning piece of work 


and would look really surreal by the Thames 



even if someone would attack it 

how to turn water into wine
be really thirsty !

the music is talking to me
love comes first

an act of pacifism is timely 
and often comes from one 

who is engaged in battle 


who realises 

that fighting is not to his advantage

today i thought to myself that i am ready ...
im ready to have the courage to take the risk ...
of letting him hit rock bottom ,
to sink or swim as he chooses

im living in a war zone
with my brother nearly dying every five minutes
and a war game going on next door to boot

but Rabbit the kitten had wild night time hunting eyes

and a part of me will rail against the break up
because the grief is complicated
and a part of you doesn't believe you have moved on
and is angry about it

and yet the moving on is undeniable and set in stone
because of the way I've grown

he was giving me my first experience in a cupboard
pleasuring plays a big part in modern day torture
the light was blazing
didnt take much notice of the other guys
then i gave birth to a baby cat
the tension built around us to a fever pitch

it bent me over double
rubbed raw

he is like a werewolf
seems meek and mild until ...

my husband is the rising sun
and the moon at night
and everybody loves a villain

my aura fans out like a firework
firing shots of white energy
as im turned inside out ,
the strength in my muscles suddenly apparent
feeling no longer weak

burning up like a sunny day

i used the butterfly clothes
might have to sell up
yes the same thing has happened again
we've done each other
im also on anti psychotics
and a bang on the head
repercussions thoughout the body
he has an aura of sunshine
warm bright light which dazzles me
and creases me up

n ive been bombed again