sucking up even
its ok she can always let rip on other people later
but while he's around that glass pressure cooker must be carefully watched
just don't anyone smash it
just grit your teeth and pretend everything is perrrrfect ....
sure there is no anger towards him no boiling rage
no howls of indignation
just other peoples borrowed emotions stuck to her sorry heart with sellotape and safety pins
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psychotherapist indeed .. .psycho therapist more like
kin hate people like that ...
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her nerves of steel will ensure
those feelings stay locked away
and sure she can understand and select
from the rest of her own feelings that she has
such sophisticated understanding of ...
his violation of her innocence and value as
a young lady ... no probs best to just ignore it
and get on with life just keep jabbering though ...
a slight gap in the conversation might make a chink
in the six inch armour ...
just make sure never to sit in the stillness and quiet feeling
soft guitar chords playing over her skin ...
a full spectrum of emotions at her fingertips ...
in fact she doesnt really care ...
just when she goes out she bores her way into other peoples psyches
which is why actually there is quite alot of hateful comment about her on the internet ... on one site she said she planned to do some missionary work abroad with her daughter and people were like 'please stay there' ...
cus one thing i do know for sure that boiling festering rage dosnt go away ... you keep on dishing it out to other people and there is quite an inferno gathering up for you ...
she feels no anger towards him not a twinge my fucking arse ...
its taken me ten years to find my rage and she hasn't even started !
she feels no anger towards him not a twinge my fucking arse ...
its taken me ten years to find my rage and she hasn't even started !
noooo he took her innocence and every things just fine
comfy even
comfy even
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