jupitersterrain four

n I've got my online boyfriend 

that i still really like 

so im a bit confused 

n its like one person is really actually here ... 

n just not putting yourself in that position 

my brother hardly ever mentions 

money to me now ... 

in fact he burst into tears 

n told me he was getting me out of the hospital ... 

theres probably alot of other things you could say 

apart from ok ill lend you the money 

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he talks alot of crap n it just doesnt seem to 

register when he takes my hand

i feel like I'm going to keel over 




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