sex n the stix

n why is life doing this to me 

when Dev is already pucker 

maybe he doesnt realise how he feels about Lager 

is what the committee would say 



n what to do cus I'm not sure 

if the Sophie thing is like a bacon meat face 

if I've really moved on or what 

n things are in a transitional state 

i don't really know how they will 

pan out with people i havent got to know yet 



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whats really hard

is you fall in love with someone new 

n you don't actually fall out of love with 

the other person in fact I'm still in love with Scarey 

as well if i was to dwell on it 

n i still have bouts of grief about it 

that are vey painful 

in fact that formed part of the emotions 

around the incident