jupitersterrain four

im glad we cleared that up

otherwise i would have an imaginary obligation ...

I don't feel i have much to offer the addict at the moment

he is refusing treatment

and i don't feel recently that he was really interested in enjoying my company

but rather that he was taking a stand for his belief in drugs.



Of course i would love to see more of him if he would seek help ...

its a shame he doesnt get NA ...

you don't have to do anything or even commit yourself to the programme

just sit there and be open to letting things happen.

Those 12 step meetings work for millions of addicts and people with other problems like my own

it just doesnt seem possible to get this across to him

he just feels he is being given unwanted advice.



Of course in Holland, they take a different approach

allowing addicts a safe space where to practice their addiction under supervision

and that is what he really wants.

It looks like he is prepared to die for his beliefs

and that nobody can get through to him, least of all myself ...



so I don't really see what we would talk about ...