jupitersterrain four

4pm

my funfair thrill-seeking 

is better than sex ... 

and I've been offered an art mentor ... 

life is showing me that there are other things ... 


Im not sure thrill seeking  

is good for me. 

Shouldn't i be going to work ? 

i suppose i feel that all these people are leaning on me 

and i want to have fun in my spare time. 

and would not have the consistency to work . 


Ive sometimes dropped in on the cocaine meeting 

they seem to relate to my thrill seeking issues ...