word jam : use your voice

girls being filmed

paranoid delusions ?

with the first stage
you get the twitching and stuff
but the bang is further on

online affairs ?

what about cheating online ?

sounds less harmful
but these things can go on for years


I feel pretty positive about myself these days
I just dont feel tough enough for the job market

does not mean I am a worthless human being !

life aint like the movies

big waves crashing over me

im out of my depth
what if the tide is going out ?
stop panicking and let the powerful bring you in
you can't stand up to them
they dragged me up onto the beach
and i couldn't move

a man came and got me out

is it a ' man ' thing ?
ive heard that men are more hung up about success
and women more about their looks
which is all conditioning
and can be unprogrammed

well according to my celebrity crush anyway

a certain person would take my fingernails
if i let her
very good sleeps !
starry dreams and healings
in magical sleepy land !

alot of women can only get to the ' bang ' by themselves
although getting it with a man i know is certainly possible

chasing the big O

in my younger days
i wasnt all about the orgasm
i was more of a love addict then

waiting for my friends to arrive
in a burst of stardust , bells jangling
and all happy talk arrives !

looks like from the weather report
I should be in bed by 5

rhythms and patterns in nature
the graph lines
joining strings of water lilies

the rhythm of the sea

use your voice
open your mouth first