word jam : im a cat get me out of here

im a cat get me out of here !

i cant go paragliding
with a mask on
and im not ill enough
to jump out of a window

and giving birth to a bird would be cruel

ive never met a man
who couldnt control himself sexually

im not looking for a man to pay my way
like there is only one way to be educated ?

but someone who expresses his feelings ...
not to feel bad about his difficulties

maybe it also depends
if they are watching videos of people they know , their exes
or derivatives made from revenge porn

I think these things are possible these days

for a bounty troll

im in the way of progress ?
gagged ?
an ingnorant pig

what will people think ?

what do you need to know first about a person
before you have sex with them ?

beating myself up in the heat and sweat
dirty and unclean , disgusting
im a bitch i really am !
its so hot the birds
are still asleep at dawn apart from one owl !

i struggle

because the feelings coming up are painful
people express their discomfor
in order to heal themselves

i feel embarrassed , ive made a mistake
and feel ashamed ,

and im jealous that shes using my material
without my permission

disgusted with myself
after she watched me through the keyhole
guilty as though it were my fault

say it is
and then it wont be

the switch doctor
is sitting on the fence

not sure i realy wanted to end it
i just feel i have to
because the relationship would be trouble

they make a sound proof hut for their therapies
so that the client can shout and wail about their pain

most people are not aware
of the emotional revolution