word jam : valentines in lockdown

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word jam : valentines in lockdown

 

well like someone shouts ' mental case '
in the streets for instance

I find that sort of thing damaging

words like basket case, retard etc
should not be acceptable these days  

funny thing is that political correctness
has nothing to do with politics ha ha

sometimes I wonder if I could stretch to a trans female
in terms of attraction

I find that its a romantic ice breaker
to say something self depreciating
to open with my lack of confidence and my worthlessness
it puts the other person at ease  

its a way of melting the space between us   
 
i feel like ive got no head no brain
running around like a headless chicken
n i cant work
because everything is too much for me
and its my fault
n im worth nothing 
 
sea sick

I find it a bit of a struggle myself
to focus on my nether regions  
but I'm sure its important art work they are dong
 
screwed up
 
and all the latests protests worldwide
have something in common
in that they are people threatened by the large corporations

I find the current climate 
is that its considered old fashioned
to be just straight down the line 


with old school conditionings with it 



I can't get into the idea of being gay 


but I do like men wearing womens clothes , make up etc 



I don't like ' being the man ' 


but I can get into being a dominant woman  


just to ring the changes 

taking the initiative with a man


when I was at school we use to do it for a dare ! 


other times its good to keep me trap shut !
 
cats go through a kind of cat ceremony
where you have to prove worthy of acceptance !

gritting my teeth
 
do you like dishing the dirt ?
do you like wearing womens clothes ?

I've seen fellows harassed mercilessly
because they have started some voluntary work
or are paying a part of their benefits

most schizophrenics don't have the support they would need
in order to hold down a job

spam actresses were sent
to tell me to get out of the way !

burning witches
 
abrasive , friction
 
not a performance
 
a pink lady apple
spiralling

magma

i look like a baby thats scrunched up its face
ready for a tantrum

i look like im being strangled , choking
in the throes of the grip of death  
gasping my last 
 
the elation led to a dangerous episode