jupitersterrain four

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im putting this up becaue his ex is hacking into our pm thread 

and posting extracts from it on the forum 

yeah well the truth is I'm broken yet again
and that might be the last time I have a bash at work

half way into the course I thought this is it I can do this
and then I had a benefit cut and some other things happened and I broke

I'm broken and all I can do is try to mend myself
nothing else
i am good enough just as I am !


n yeah the mental disability is worse

im not feeling it as pain right now
just oh look I'm broken again


I think its because I have a sensitive ' trait '
I can't ignore things that other people ignore

does that ring a bell ?


k but I think the key to this
is to discover that the sensitivity is a good thing !


really you received no gifts from that ?
you've not discovered your creativity ?
you can't see it at work with your young people ?

yeah I'm in the eye of the storm too

the thing is this is poetry

k we can talk about literature sometime. I like Kahlil Gibran

im kind of stuck at the moment I guess .
its one day at a time, I don't know where the solution will come from but it will come