jupitersterrain four

120521

n yeah its kind of difficult to put a finger on it how it feels
I like how you put that
it describes how it feels to be abused by a woman
and a kind of numbness that arises

although I do think the early abuse is linked to the later abuse
its very common for that to happen
that we somehow end up with the same abuse
that we had earlier on

like I was frightened by a dog when I was four
and ever since then dogs have gone for me

you could write more about the sexual abuse if you like