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hi Dev im still madly in love with you . I also think it might be too early for a pact. weve just met, im on the rebound , i have anger grief and depression and need to mess about

ill give you a couple of days to get back to me about it x  

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k so the only woman i ever fancied 

it was in my late teens after my mother just died , she wrote i love you on my back , there was tension, we used to cuddle , but never actually carried out anything sexual , perhaps were both relieved because we'd not have liked to be labelled  

Thanks ...

Thankyou Dev not sure I can drink that much every day ! X

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i dont feel as if ive drunk and i dont want people to think i drink ! My liver might be struggling 

k im trying to find the catwalk sisters from 2013 , some of the pdfs dont seem to have saved properly 

its about an ugly girl with a lovely voice whos catwalk sisters try to bottle her magic and shut her in a cupboard which leaks ' blooples ' of magic 

its a twist on the ugly sisters , with the beautiful sisters being the ugly ones

210824

Still in love with Dev .

Worried I might be a bit psychotic today , will go easy on the caffeine   

I think I am therefore I am 

How do I know you're not an undercover cop ! 

 

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my childhood was in some ways idylllic , i didnt realise there was something wrong with my mother , or that i was a  people please from the day i was born i never knew there was anything wrong 

my grandparents had us to stay with our cousins and it was a romp of creativity and play , provided art materials , praise encouragement , dressing up clothes , tents, first aid kits , model railways , 

i was a high flyer, that got into a prestigious school with a grant so no fees, i got grade 8 violin and piano , 2 As and a B at A level , never very sporty , 

things started to go wrong when i was 12, mum was put on bolvidan which is now banned , and it brought out her latent schizophrenia . during my teens she made 18 suicide attempts which we got complacent about and finally ended it when i was 17 . my brother was alone in the house with her 

now decades later and due to my own therapy ive been able to tell him that he is traumatised and to start to heal him 

a role i previously resented because i had no skills 

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there was another scene with two school friends , one of them had us strip off to be smacked with a ruler . she must have seen some adult material

physically falling to bits today x 

anyway catwalk sisters : 

a man comes up the path listening to owls going twit to woo ( pun intended ) , comes into the house and hears a muffled voice and thumping noises from the cupboard where the girl is kept

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My liver seems to be infected Dev x still in love with you

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When little mum said to watch the hairdresser to see how they do it

Now I've been able to give trauma therapy to my brother , you need to tell the person they are traumatised and then leave space for them to process it

Best done in real life although maybe on a video call might work

k thanks Dev over n out 

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I had therapy and I was in a very disturbed state which was good because she had a chance to help me with that aspect of things

 

I think ive needed my meds and can slowly lift them 
to reveal these layers underneath 

found some really raw emotion

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Not sure doing it all online would work , you'd not get the grounding

Might depend what sort of trauma it is

spent a couple years just crying on YouTube, well that was grounding ,dynamic, I got alot of support on there

still in love with Dev