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Thankyou Dev , couple of things I feel my writing is being held against me . And I've not recovered from the drink yet ! its as if i cant wake up 

Dev you and Warhol are both invited to inherit my channel and archives

I feel I darent have sex yet and go through all that again in the forseesble future ! 

K well maybe about a week then 

Men want sex more because they're not doing as much emotional work as us 

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Anyway my love bombing trauma bonding exes 

Rotsank and Blane also invited to inherit my Archives 

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Seriously can't go a week without sex. YOU ?!

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still in love with Dev  , thanks for the leads, im feeling better now i think, thanks for noticing the spray ... 

Chucky has written something impressive ! he said im a bit rough and raw with no frills !

the author has made my vulnerable friend not allowed to have a zoom meeting with me . its fine if thats what my vulnerable friend wants , i just hope shes not been threatened ... 

Chucky is involved in that 

ive had a cushy life and can afford therapy ? erm no ive known poverty as well , ive been in a mental hospital

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i was on income support for many years and i lost teeth through malnutrition . but i always went out and sought help , free therapy , cut price therapy , day centres, churches, healers , whatever i could find 

 

now one of the reasons im on PIP is so i can afford therapy . its not easy to get these things .

Rape crisis centre is very good 

 

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n never much money for clothes , i wear the same clothes until they disintegrate


I was always on the run in those days
carrying a small black backpack

I still carry a small black backpack
n will never feel entirely at home

the backpack used to carry supplies that id looked up in an SAS suvival manual
including a pen knife and everything wrapped in plastic 

wrappint things in plastic was a probelm when i ended up in the mental hospital 

because youre not allowed plastic bags ! howd you keep your phone and stuff dry in the rain !  

 

i seem to have bitten and scratched Dev today ! Guess I'm like a smelly rescue cat with trust issues 

 

 homeless bird 040524 from a sketch from 2014

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Sorry Dev hug , cuddle

cant seem to shut up now !  

no 2 is threatening to get my neighbours a dog 

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OK Dev let's have another pact x