catalyist grail pulsar
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11.14am 1.08.12.
you know
sometimes I
wish we didn't
have to play games
all the time ... I wish we
could just relax and let our
guard down you know and just
play together without worrying what
each other thinks ... I like being really open
like that even if its embarrassing ... stroking
your head I feel so lucky to have this
moment ... and the first time he
stayed over I just rocked
him to sleep
18.43, 4.09.12. © Lizarikk
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an every muscle aches for you
leaking feelings I didn't
know they had
tendons
goose bump
against the bristling skin ...
my heart feels like an udder
pressed against yours to
see if they throb
in sync ...
8.37am, 1.08.12. © Lizarikk
mmm wriggle thats a
good word I think
Ill stick that
in me posts
today ...
you're
going to wriggle
like me are you must
be difficult to let go in
and be vulnerable when you
maintain such an iron force
of control on things … and
the way that his heart
bounces like its in
a sling can you
do that?
I doubt
you even have a
clue what I'm on about
but then you're only human
it bounces like a weightless
thing in a space bubble on
another planet beautiful
alien bubble heart
try imitating
that !
you know when you roll over and
feel their skin slide against you
very silky skin for a bloke ...
with my nose right in the
pit ... I crawled under
his arm after he
fell asleep
21.40, 50.9.12. © Lizarikk, 22.53
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