jupitersterrain four

5pm

18.01.12. 



belial invalidate 666=999=voice = X+X+X+




13.09 misc draft 

came to believe that a power greater than ourselves ... 

I came I saw I conquered 

veni vidi vici 

leonardo ... 

next thing i know I'm under house arrest and he's shagging the joyeaux 

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she pussy foots around him not to hear that devastating ear splitting sound of the glass lamp shattering 

her nerves of steel hard wired to the root 
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nakedness in the other sense like a blank canvas with subliminal tints, lady godiva, the emperors new clothes 
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automobile ...
I know she can't help how she is I need to make space for me ... as a man you feel as if you're holding things up ... i must say I'm at my wits end a times what with the baby and that but i do have my darkroom to escape to i really am very lucky ...

and I can always talk to other men and find out what they think  
* laughter * 
you know and how to think about myself with a sort of emotional language a dialogue in my head if you like asking me how do i feel and who would be good to speak to about it , do i need to take a step back from this or is it time to confront ... 
perhaps we could make a time to talk about this later ... 
and then to wait for the answer to come to me takes a bit of practice ...
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